Scared Of GoodByes

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Scared of Goodbyes

Afraid of departures

She couldn’t bear

Fearful heart and sorrowful sighs

The good bye hugs

The tears and moans

Pain rendering faces

Missing heart beats

The thought of never meeting again

The brain bangs

Beautiful memories fading into darkness

Of never ending forest

The thick fog of flashbacks

Was contaminated by thoughts of future

Nostalgia

The full stop

Was Β it all an illusion ?

Pain exploded out

Of everything

It started raining

As the sky felt her

Winds were companions

Soft and cool

Sadness prevailed

Silence shouted

Her soul shivered

She closed her eyes

Made fists

As if she was locking

Weakness in them

And

She left

Silently…..

Without saying good bye

She was scared of good byes

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  1. Now I guess this is dedicated to all your College Friends whom you left..But I guess friendship is such a thing that will remain forever,even if we don’t meet our Friends regularly..But the time spend with them is a sure thing to Miss..

    Very Lovely Lines Rukh..Full of Emotions(Ab Rula hi doge tum.. ;))

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    • Yes you got it right….It is dedicated to my university life and friends….I will Miss them forever 😦
      Thank you Harsha…as always your appreciation is much appreciated πŸ™‚
      Haha I know ap roen gay naheen πŸ˜‰

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  2. She was afraid of goodbyes.. But goodbyes are so necessary. If there were no goodbyes, there won’t be any new beginnings. Start needs stop, stops need start. “and hence along the life you flow” πŸ™‚
    Loved the post and his part the most:

    “Nostalgia

    The full stop

    Was it all an illusion ?

    Pain exploded out

    Of everything”

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    • Oh Yes Meri Mariaaaa πŸ™‚ You have got it right…. Theak kehti ho goodbyes nae hun gay tu new beginnings nae hun gi but good byes hurt yaar 😦
      Thank you so very much for liking these lines and the whole post too ! Love you xx

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      • Yes they hurt. Bohat. But they’re necessary. I love that quote pata nahi kis ka:
        Goodbyes are not forever
        Goodbyes are not the end
        They simply mean I’ll miss you
        Until we meet again! (=

        Love you more! πŸ™‚

      • Oh I Love the quote too ! Thank you so much for your presence here Maria Darling πŸ˜‰ πŸ˜›

  3. rjl2727

     /  November 11, 2013

    painfully beautiful

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    • Thank you ! πŸ™‚
      I commented on your blog twice but the comments disappeared…Please check your spam folder for them.

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  4. The love you give to others spreads to others and is always alive..so there are no true goodbyes..only see ya lata..
    As Love is always the drug..for life…
    It will always come back to you..if you only trust IT…
    IT IS ALLAH…..
    So Trust ‘him’…
    And LoVe…simply LOVE…

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    • Yes you are right…. There are no real good byes but in real sense I have said good bye to that worry-less life passed with friends…. I know friends will be here and we can meet.
      Thank you for your comment πŸ™‚ Love xx

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  5. Tears emerge as goodbyes are said…
    Emotions burst out as last visits are paid
    Tears make way for new joys to emerge
    Only impressions remain as past does submerge…

    Koi nahin yaar… Dost to dost hi rahenge… Aur yaadein thode na dhokha dengi…

    And BTW…
    Mast likha hai yaar… πŸ™‚ Tu to poet ban gayi… πŸ™‚

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  6. Totally me… so afraid of goodbyes.
    BEAUTIFUL poem!!!

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  7. Just beautiful, truly touching words – thank you for sharing πŸ™‚ x

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  8. Very moving written, White Pearl. We don’t like goodbyes either, it’s to emotional. Pawkiss for a Happy Week my furriend πŸ™‚

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  9. this is lovely, goodbyes suck lol but do ponder on this thought by Rumi – Goodbyes are only for those who love with their eyes. Because for those who love with heart and soul there is no such thing as separation.

    β™₯

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    • Rumi is right as always…. But you know he talks of deep down and we look for things on the surface πŸ™‚ Love this quote. Thank you so much for the comment πŸ™‚ xx

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  10. It becomes easier when we realise we are on a journey in this life going back to our Real Beloved Allah Ta aala Who we will never separate from or say goodbye.
    Rasoolullah s.a.w said to the meaning, ‘ what is my attachment to this world except like a rider who takes shade under a tree for a while and then carries on his journey and leaves it’
    He is the best of creation and yet he also was born a yateem, bid farewell to his mother at a tender age. Then after that to his other guardians. He then bore the grief of separation from his beloved first wife, hazrat Khadeejah r.a in what is called ‘aamul huzn’ (the year of grief).
    He was forced to leave his mubarak hometown Makkah Mukarramah and left with tears addressing Makkah saying to the effect, ‘ If it was not for your people forcing me out, I would never have left you’.
    Allah blessed him with such a beautiful abode and warm people in madinah munawwarah, that even after the victory of makkah mukarramah, he preferred to return to spend the rest of his life in madinah munawwarah.
    So this is life. Every day is a good day and so many people and places enter into our lives and leave and there are better still to come, inshaallah. Take it like that. When we were in primary we never thought we will such friends as that time. The same thought came at secondary school. Then at college. Then marriage is a whole new wonderful experience. A spouse I will never find a spouse like mine. Ummu salama r.a after says I never felt I could a better husband than abu salama till allah blessed me to marry rasoolullah s.a.w.
    In dunya, all these emotions will be there but if our focus is on our meeting wih our beloved creator soon and knowing full well that in aakhirah the union is forever and ever then our whole outlook changes.
    In aakhirah there is no grief, sadness and regret in any way.

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  11. afracooking

     /  November 12, 2013

    Everything you write makes me think, touches me. What I feel? What I read? I feel so sorry for her…not because she feels it (pain is part of life) but because she turns her back on it. She feels it, but runs away from it. But if you do not embrace something you can also never release it. So through turning away from the pain she will paradoxically carry it with her.

    Powerful words! Thank you for reminding me I need to face my sorrows!

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    • You are right Afra…she should not turn her back on everything that happens to her…..But she is not strong enough yet.
      Thank you so very much for your great words…. I appreciate your concern about her πŸ™‚ Love xx

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  12. enstarr

     /  November 13, 2013

    Love it! Amazing articulation! πŸ™‚

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  13. Goodbyes.. The platform to make new relationships. Yet it will not be felt at the moment coz your heart yearns for the lost ones. Its a painful way of life ..
    Beautifully scripted:)

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  14. Saying goodbye is always difficult. Nice poem.

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  15. Beautifully expressed and touching too. Regards πŸ™‚

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  16. A painful truth behind “Good Bye”
    Nicely written.. and Saying Good bye is never easy !

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  17. kabhi milata hai khuda bichadne ke liye
    to kabhi karta hai wo juda milane ke liye
    silsila yeh bara hai dard or sakoon se,
    kush hoja ae dil yeh sochkar
    ki ikk wazah or milti hai, kisi ka jikr karne ke liye

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  18. Beautifully captured in words πŸ™‚

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