
This time the sparkling transparent rain drops….. like the pearls on ocean……Have turned me to Rapunzel…..
Beautiful she was….with her long beautiful gleaming hair and big glowing eyes……
But she was a prisoner……She was allowed to see the beauty of the world through a window…but she can’t feel it…..She knew the world is not for her….
At the moment standing here in my window……Listening to the melody of heavy rain falling on plants and trees outside….feeling the chilly wind on my skin…..and looking at the vast beautiful world outside…… I feel like Rapunzel……
There is greenery everywhere…. Colorful flowers, green fresh grass, beautiful plants with shining leaves, chilled fresh breeze, blue sky and rain…….. The world is so beautiful…..
I want to dance…..in the water standing in grass…….I want to dance madly….
I want to spread my arms and look above closing my eyes…..I want to dance in rain……
I want to feel the breeze going through me….Making my soul fresh and clean……While the Rain drops take away all my dirt……
But I can just stand here and dream….. This beautiful world is so fancy….and yet so artificial to me….. Like a fairy tale….Of Rapunzel….
I can stare at happiness but I know it is not for me…..I can gaze at the beauty….but I know it does not belong to me……
I can’t just step forward and do what I dream of….I am a prisoner…..Like Rapunzel….
Is life so beautiful like the world….. Or this all is a fairy tale…. Soon the rain will stop and the world will get back to normal….with all its imperfections…..
Iqbal Says :
“Destroy whatever does not suit you.
Create a new world out of your own self.
A free man feels unhappy.
To live in a world of others.”
Is it really possible…..Why thinking of this theory causes an inner happiness……A new world….Of my choice……Beautiful….
We should learn to live the moment to its best……But I am not able to learn it yet……Is life a mere continuity of breaths or something more ?
Rapunzel was a princess…..She was in a fairy tale…That is why she got her price and lived ‘Happily Ever After’…….
There is no Happily Ever After in real life……
She didn’t see her prince fading away with someone else in this beautiful world…….
She didn’t felt the ugliness of life…..I ceased to be in an eternal paradise like her….Where there is neither a pang of love, nor yearnings nor a sympathizer.
Fairy tales are ‘overrated’……We are what we experience…..I chose thorns instead of flowers…..Now I stand here and desperation to go out is justified…..
“You lack the lamentation of a nightingale
Because you are bereft of a burning soul in your body;
In the garden where plucking of flowers is not prohibited,
You have not wounded yourself by the pointed thorns.”
— Iqbal
I stand here and yet I am not here….I am dancing in the rain…..Hair flying freely with the wind…..Closed eyes thinking of Him…..I am His Co-worker…..And I sing…….
“Thou created the night, I the lamp;
Thou created the clay, I the vase !
Thou created the jungle, mountains and deserts,
I created gardens, orchards and flower plots!
It is I who make glass out of stone,
It is I who extract elixir out of poison.”
— Iqbal
And yet the journey begins…………The eternal search……Search of divine………..The conquest of time and space…….
We feel we will die when we are thirsty…..And yet we are indulged in other things when we get water….We don’t even remember our thirst could have killed us…… No one dies of thirst….. Death comes on time and according to His wish….. So Many things in this mortal world become our thirst that we have to die a thousand times before our death……
[In urdu] Meri Zindagi tou firaaq hai, woh azal se dil main makeen sahi
Wo nigah’e_shauq se door hain, rag’e_jaan se lakh qareen sahi
Hamein jaan dainee hai aik din, wo kisi tarah wo kahin sahi
Hamein aap khainchiye daar par, jo nahi koi tu hameen sahi
Sar_e_toor ho sar_e_hasher ho, hamein intizaar qubool hai
Wo kabhi milein, wo kahin milein, wo kabhi sahi, wo kahin sahi
Na ho un pe kuch mera bass nahi, k ye aashqi hai hawas nahi
Mai unhi ka tha, mai unhi ka hoon, wo mere nahi tu nahi sahi
Mujhe bhaithne ki jaga milay, meri aarzoo ka bharam rahay
Teri anjuman mein agar nahi,teri anjuman k qareen sahi
tera dar tau hum ko na mil saka, teri rahguzar ki zameen sahi
hamain sajda karne se kaam hai, jo wahan nahin tau yahin sahi
meri zindagi ka naseeb hai nahin door mujh se qareeb hai
mujhay uska ghum tau naseeb hai wo agar nahin tau nahin sahih
jo ho faisala wo sunaaiye usay hashr pe na uthaiye
jo karain gay app sitam wahan wo abhi sahi wo yehin sahi
Use dekhne ki jo low lagi tu Naseer dekh hi lain gey hum
Wo hazaar aankh se door ho, wo hazaar pardah nasheen sahi
— Naseer-ud-din Shah