In my eyes , in the form of tears, you come
Slide your hands through my cheeks , glum
Gather on my neck , kissing it, make me frozen !
I dive into the past , those moments pleasant
The few days passed with you, make them my present
See them through my eyes, smile with contentment
Then I see the future, my life with open eyes
I get scared , I shiver, a wave of pain arise
It seems empty , hollow and barren without you inside
I miss you today, as today can be the last
To miss you or to talk about ‘our’ past
As I am losing that ‘tiny’ right on you today, alas !
Eyes are so beautiful , so why they do the hardest task
Of seeing through time, of becoming windows for the pain vast
Of becoming the mirror for the feelings in heart’s glass
The bright colors of eyes are insufficient for me to see you
I adore you, be with you and In my heart I see you
I love you and no beauty of eye is required for me to love you
This day is the day of pain, the day of finally getting realization
As I hang , between ‘Him’ and you through time of coadunation
You don’t belong to me, why there is still this strong connection ?
Memories of The past and The present have jumped on me
Eating my flesh, taking away my strength, they stabbed me
Alone, powerless and hopeless here in the dark they just left me…
And like every time I just realized, Missing him wasn’t a good idea !! The lines above may be absurd to you, As ‘myself’ is for me. But this was all I had. Sometimes words are not sufficient to describe what you feel. In fact they are not sufficient at all.