Caustic heavy heart beat drumming in ears
The very choking breath full of fears
The restlessness, hopelessness, pain arise
Rubbing hands, Hollowness, tears in eyes
The severe agony thinking about the future
The regrets while peeking into the past
Eating my heart like beetles eat wood
Not letting me do, what I should !
The wish to have a wound on my body
The urge to scratch it hard with nails
That pain would kill the pain in heart
The blood would cause the heartache frail
Stepping singly on the graves of wishes
Each one arises and cause acute affliction
Somewhere deep down a part of heart itches
Takes me back to the endless expedition
The questions bubble into my mind
Like the sky with soft white clouds aligned
Am I bipolar , mystic , schizophrenic , wacky brain ?
Or I am just having the ‘Heartache’ again.